yoyoyo i've been doing very normal. im ok im ok im ok very very very ok. i dont even want to look at my old entries cuz im so so ashamed, i wa s so freaking edgyyyyyyy im sooooooooooorrryyyyyyyyyyy jajaj lol. im doing ok, i dont want to die but i feel like im gonna die soon, i would like to live more of course, but if i die, its ok i lived well, im grateful. i hope i dont die. its weird i kno but i really really have the feeling :s
february 10, 2020
lol i feel like im not myself anymore. i mean yeah im constantly changing but lately i been feeling like im nothing, like i have no personality
im just blank
its kinda weird. i dont know who i am. im kinda lost
also my self-esteem is doooowwwwnnnnn as fuck siper super down. downer than ever eje >:[ i hate me. im reallystupid i hate being like this im an idiot i hate being me i feel so so bad im so sad i hate myself
i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hste myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself
january 23, 2020
omo LONG TIME NO SEE, i dont have a pc so...
December 1, 2019
wow december already. it has to be a good month for me. im planning on start with my 2020 goals (not at all just a little). i can smell the holidays THANKS JESUS CHRIST. ahhhh pls this have to be a good month (obviously it isn't gonna be good but YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN) n e gays peace out everyone. chill
November 28, 2019
i miss an angel. cant believe she isnt here anymore
November 22, 2019
looking at my phone screen all day, my eyes and head HURT. ive been studying maths and spanish and im so bad at it
November 19, 2019
im eating well and i dont feel bad aM i rEcOveRinG
idk im accepting my body and please please i dont wanna go back to that pain and suffering. please please 2020 its gonna be a good year. im preparing
November 18,2019
it was good a good day. i went to niquis and i had a good time. we talked about things we like. it was good cause shes the only one that shares those likes with me. she's a good friend. i can say shes the only real friend i have. its unlateral tho. but n e way i enjoy our friendship. btw i just got sad cause im a mess and im not living with my dad. i used to have a cool relationship with my dad but now its so ugly and sad:( i hope i can get myself together this week PLEASE
November 17, 2019
lets get this bread. im working on being more responsible. doing homeworks, taking care of my body etc. anygays vi un video de zico hablando con niños sobre que piensan de su nueva canción y empezaron a hablar de loneliness, dudei almost cry. now im sad cause i relate n i hate when people feel like that Y SON NIÑOS. fuck
im so empty jeje :( k
November 16, 2019
dude i wanna die so bad. en serio no soporto estar viviendo en este mundo lleno de maldad. me mata mucho ver todo lo que pasa y no hacer nada. me mata me mata. odio la humanidad demasiado.
a parte de que odio a los humanos, también me odio porque soy una inútil inservible de mierda. nada hago bien. NO HAGO NADA BIEN. nada bueno. solo soy una carga para todos. me da much
a verguenza que me vean. no quiero que se acerquen a mi. im so ashamed. i dont fuckin wanna live. i feel like the loneliest person in the world. i dont fit anywhere.
November 11, 2019
im reading kny.
i want to sleep.
i dont want to go to school anymore, i dont like that place.
i have lots of exams!! but i have 0 energy to study. bruh
November 10, 2019
i feel so bad. im so asshamed. i dont want to live
